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"Quan marxa, no vull mirar-lo als ulls, perquè això em delata i no puc permetre que pensi, que ansio que es quedi, que em torni a abraçar, que em regali la seva mirada, que m’acariciï amb les seves mans, fortes i sensuals"...

Així és, de vegades, sense proposan-s'ho ens convertim en mendicans...espigolant en la comissura d'uns llavis, un somriure que ens digui, que en arribar les dotze, continuem sent algú...

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